Free your mind and fly away

Far away from here.

That's exactly what I wanna do right now. There are so many things bugging my head. Or am i just thinking too much? Kasi naman.. This is so hard. Parang I don't know what to do. Yes, I am weak. Very fragile. :( Sana lahat ng tao masaya nalang. Sana wala ng sad. Sana malagpasan namin/ natin lahat ng problema.


5,000++kcals.

Surprise:: im gaining weight! Tita M's bithday last Saturday (April 19).. No surprise party for this year. Just a plain merienda. And.. I've been eating a lot of cake lately. as in everyday. hay, Waaah. Why? Blame the reps, doctors, patients etc.. I think she received more than 10cakeys? It is the cheesecake that I cannot resist. Im bloated like a fish every single day. Im too young to have a diabetes, right? unfortunately, its in the genes. :(

Just few hours ago, my tito arrived from NY. Which means:: God! Let me out of this sugar house. Haha. Munching chewy cookies like a monster right now. My favorite Reese's is waiting for its turn.

Fat is a 3 letter word.

Heatwave! We need to cool down. temperature wise, hell yeah.

Its hot, and im fat. :(


Art and History Appreciation.

Last week, I painted the doors of my dresser. It was a huge mistake, I thought. Because I was shocked by the horror of the ghastly sight. Okay, so I was over reacting.

But when my cousin saw it, she was like.. “you can paint!” and I was like “hahaha! Really? Weh.” She was being sarcastic. I should now. Boredom can be stressful so I released my energy by playing with my paints and brushes.. There you go.

My tita also commented on my painting.. she told me that it was like a pre-school’s board. If only you can take a glance on it, you’ll figure what she’s talking about. I painted a leopard print, rainbow, strawberry, stargazer, clouds, lightning, peace, heart blaaaaah and on top of those thingy, lies my favorite phrases, lyrics etc. Its really random and surely, It is me. Honestly? I don’t know how to draw. I can draw matchstick men and stars perfectly. Haha. I pity myself cos ive been wanting to mold my hands and do something artsistic. And for 21 years.. I gained nothing. It can be very frustrating. I can’t even draw an eye. But atleast, Ive tried (so hard). But yeah, Maybe im not born with it. And destined to do something better.. I am born with 2 great hands to care.

My Tita told me to put some blah on my cousin’s cabinet too. Haha. Let’s give it a try. Geez.

I admire people who can paint. I admire their subtle mind. Their imagination. Their delicately and understated meanings. I envy them. I was in awe when I first saw Juan Luna’s Spoliarium. I was in Gradeschool then. I cannot remember most of the paintings there. How dare me to forget something as meaningful as Juan Luna’s work?

Human rights was violated by the Spaniards. We were the victim in our own country. Juan Luna's painting enlighten the minds of the Filipinos out of oppression.
Amorsolo's most widely reproduced painting is the making of the Phil. flag. :) Who wants a revolution? This flag signifies that we are living in a free country. Free from the epoch of hardships and sufferings. Thanks to the people who saved us and fought for our beloved nation. Herooooes. Patriotism, yaaay!

My love for History is always flaunted. Im a history geek. I dunno what’s with the boring subject. My classmates yawned for God knows how many times. I love itt! I missed History in higschool. I love to learn. History is something I look forward to everyday (highschool years, ha!) cos obviously, its my favorite subject (asian and world studies!). Ditch math. Oh man, Id love to be expose to different cultures..

Then, I realized that what I wanted to do right now is connected with what I learned. TRAVEL.

Bring me everywhere.


Are you drugs? Haha!

Grabe. I never thought that facebook is super aliw. Thanks Cams for endorsing this not-so-friendly-at-first site. so yeah, im learniiing. Haha! and so into it. More apps, more happy! :D im on a high right now. please bear with me. :)

I wanna watch Tiesto.. :(
Yen, get your ass here!

I guess Happy hour is not over yet. Will drink some later. :D k?

whoaaaaa! sorry na, babaw eh.


facebook.

Myyy! Im sooo hooked. haha! :)


Vulgar slang.

I'm so fucked up. weird. :(
its not me, its not me.
Im boxed up.
Its not alright.
It will never be.
What more is it that you want?
I don't need you.
I need my life back.
I'll be fine..
But for now, Get out!
..im begging you..
Please!


Lights will guide you through..

Last night, I was extremely happy. and right now.. im moping. :(

Im sure, you've had that feeling before. waaa.

I cannot understand this. This doesn't concern my lovelife okay? (someday, my prince will come and we will live happily ever after -disney) haha. so yeah, i am single. better ditch that disney line. I used to believe in "happy endings". Haay sana. sana. :(

Soo.. Anywaaaay.

its more of.. my life. my family.
I won't share anything cos its too personal.
I'd rather keep it.

Gotta have faith.


Couch Patatas.

since ive been a homebody lately and err subconsciously feeling the warmth of our home. haha mygosh. I realized One thing:: I miss this. I've been missing all of this.. Alone. I know.. right? I super duper bigtime miss how my hotdog (my pillow since I was born) smells. ..which calls for a massive sleeping NOW! siesta and all.

And the second thing? My Love for DVDs. you know where I bought them. haha. :) well, I haven't started House MD again. haha long overdue. I cannot tolerate their creative power in solving medical cases. But one day.. Just one day.. I will completely terminate you in a heap on the floor, Dr. House! :) and ohhh.. I heard that The OC has a new season. I can hear you Seth!

I've been burning my ass and my eyes lately. wondering if i have bedsores na. 4 new adorable movies. inspiring. captivating. enchanting. bewitching. engaging. pleasing. repelling.

1. Across The Universe
2. Silk
3. Step Up 2
4. Love in The Time of Cholera