I think I'm weird.

because..

I kept so many messages in my phone. Thanks to nokia. Haha. I was laughing so hard as I scanned my phone. wooot. I had 500 messages in sent items (deleted!). 5 folders --overflowing with messages. In short, i think i have 2thousand plus plus messages (some of which were nung year 2005 pa) I dunno why im like that. I mean, i read handful of messages over and over.. yet again! and sometimes ended up sobbing or laughing. My little gadget was so trusty for the past years. Hayloveit.

some messages from my barkada:
> Mga chicks kong magaganda.. sobrang miss ko na kayo. Gudluck sa exams natin, Lam kong kayang kaya natin to. Sabay sabay tayo ggraduate and magwowork. Magtatayo nga tayo ng bahay na may badminton court sa gitna diba? Hehe. Ang dami kong kwento sobra. sensha na kung minsan hindi ako nakakasama.. Dami kasi ginagawa. Haaay guys.. tigang na ko sa inyo. haha! addict pero for real to. Mahal ko kayo.. Alam nyo naman yan. ang lungkot nga pag wala kayo.. Grabe na to ang drama! Lovesomuch mga panget.. Mwah (-Nadz 2005/07/22)
> Lam mo kaye kahit madami ka na iba, mahal pa din kita! Missyou na! sobra (-Jayvee 2005/07/22)
> One thing's for sure.. i'd love to see you happy. (-Labs 2005/07/25)
> Pag nagka-anak ka ipangalan mo dooderlein ha? (-Jayvee 2005/07/26)
> Thank You! sobrang salamat talaga sa laha. maliit man or malaki. Miss ko na mga kalokohan natin. ingat ka palagi at matulog ka naman. mmmmmmwah! loveyou (-Jayvee 2005/09/05)
> Magbabasa ka kasi sa susunod at tska isuot mo nga yung salamin mo! Nang hindi ka naliligaw. Haha! (-Je 2005/09/29)
> I missed being with my jokebuddy. Im longing for all of you guys! Mwah (-Yen 2005/10/13)
> You owe me a belgian waffle topped with cream and caramel! (-Pam 2005/10/30)
> I hate you so much coz the more i hate, the more i love. iloveyou my frog princess (-Papsy 2005/11/05)
> Andito ko sa jollibee eh, kung di na kayo punta uwi na ko. cge, uwi nlang din pala ako. pagod na ko eh. (-Pam 2005/11/07)
> Kakoi! nasayo pala daw yung suklay ko. balik mo na.. di na ko nakaksuklay. hehe! nyt! mishu super (-Pam 2005/11/26)
> Im really happy that we were given a chance to spend time with each other again, I feel great and fulfilled. Thanks for making me feel this way when im with you guys.. Ill miss you again, alot! super! Can't wait for another one of our get togethers. Loveyouall! gudnyt! Take care on your way home! Mwah! (-Yen 2005/12/03)
> Baliw ka! Bakit ka nag donate, kaw nga dapat binibigyan ng dugo eh. (-Nell 2005/12/08)
> Cge, maski masama loob ko.. haha! Pucha! basta tayo! Thanks a lot jokebuddy, super! Mahal na mahal ko kayo, super din! Hay.. since everyone could wish not only the birthday girl.. I wish that whatever your problem may be, may be settled. I know you and that maskiparang hindi halata. Thanks for all tlaga kakoi.. Love you. Mwah! Mwah! (-Yen 2005/12/12)
> I love you for the reason that i simply love you, no questions asked. iba ka., kayo, tayo. Sadyang inukit para makabuo ng perfect shape.. Putcha! Basta im so lucky that your a part of my life. Thanks for making me feel this happy. Loveyou! Sobra! (-Yen 2005/12/12)
> Guys, miss ko na kayo. sobra! namimimiss ko na yung masayang barkada ko. yung mga nagpapatawa pa kahit na may umiiyak na. namimiss ko na yung mga bonding moments natin. Yung barahan, asaran, lahat2 na. Yung pambabara ni g, yung pagiging inosente ni pam, yung tawa ni kaye and je, yung pagiging pogi ni ken, yung talk about boys with nell, yung asar ni jayvee at yung jokes ni papsy. miss ko na talaga kayo. bakasyon na naman. waaaa! Loveyou guys. mwah! mwah! Gusto ko na kayo makita.. (-Nadz 2006/03/07)
> I watched kailangan kita, at alam mo ba, kamukha mo pala si claudine., amputcha! Ganda talaga ng kaibigan ko, haha! missyou soooo much! mwah! (-Yen 2006/04/14)
> wahahah, ano? Tay na? bwahaha (-Yen 2006/04/16)
> Nyaha! pag 21 na ako, paglegal na ako liligawan na kta! bwahaha! (-Yen 2006/04/16)
> Tagal mo kasi hindi nakita si rocky eh. Haha! Cge pahinga ka na zoobud. Seeyou on sat. pag magaling ka na we'll watch your rocky again (-Pam 2007/01/15)
> Kaye! Kakoi! Zoobuddy! Happy Birthday. sana laloka pang sumaya sa buhay coz you're really one of my best buds. iloveyou zoobud. wala pa ding iwanan ha at salamat sa lahat. apir tayo jan! mwah! (-Pam 2007/06/24)
> Happy Birthday dearest jokebuddy! Its been years but i still wish you what I wished for you before coz nothing has changed between us. You'll always be dear and special to me. But i wish more for you, ofcourse., on or after june 24. whole year round para masaya! hehe! alam mo na yun. more to come, for both love and birthdays. wish you all the best. loveyou kaye! bee happy.. happy 21st birthday! mwaaah! (-Yen 2007/06/24)
> I haven't really thanked you for everything you did for me. sobrang lucky ko because i have friends like you. im sorry and thanks so much. iloveyou guys! nytnyt! mwah (-Ken 2007/06/26)

-- i told you, im weird!!


6hours workout. Exhausted. :-(


Tama na yan, inuman na.

1.do you drink?
> Ofcourse.
2.when was the last time u drank?
> about 2days ago.
3.umiinom ka ba ng gin?
> Before hindi kasi may allergy ako dun. But now, i guess nawala na siya. Yihaaa! Then ito yung nagpatumba sa akin 2days ago. as in gin bilog (whoa!) and ayun, na-emergency room yung friend ko sa sobrang kalasingan (Alcohol intoxication!!)
4.have you drink vodka?
> Yea. Im flexible -- haha! kahit ano., kahit saan.. Game!
5. san ka natutong uminom?
> Ewan. Matagal na yun eh.
6. nalasing ka na ba?
> Yep.
7. napapakanta ka ba habang lasing?
> Oo. nakakatawa nga eh.. haha!
8. favorite song mo pag nalalasingka?
> Here I am. My way. nyahah! actually, kahit ano.
9. nainluv ka na ba sa isang kainuman?
> Hell no!
10. nasuka ka na ba sa inuman?
> OO..
11. tamang age para pwde nang uminom?
> 14y/o
12. fave drinks mo?
> place na lang pwede? --Drew's. drinks? madami eh.. zombie, el torato, anything the matter?, ginstraw, weng, jerbaxx, red horse, gin (ginebra plus cali apple.. ratio: 1gin bilog:1can of cali), tequila, subzero at madami pang iba..
13. chaser ng empi??
> water or grape juice na super lamig!
14. umuwi ka na bang gumagapang dahil sa kalasingan?
> In the first place, bakit naman ako gagapang pauwi? edi mag-stay nalang kung saan.
15. sino ang madalas naghahatid sayo pag lasing ka na?
> Hindi ako umuuwing lasing. period.
16. ano yung craziest thing na ginawa mo nung lasing ka?
> Nung Liquor ban (May 14 2000something!) basta, election yun. pero hindi yung recent election ha. Basta.. may ginawa kami ng mga kabarkada ko pero hindi ko sasabihin. tska sinunog na namin yung proof. wahaha!
17. may nakahalikan ka na ba nung lasing ka?
> wala.
18. nakakailang bote ka ng beer?
> Ewan. hindi ko binibilang.
19. san mig light,strong ice o redhorse?
> Redhorse extra strong.. ito ang tama.
20. hard drinks o beer lang?.
> anything will do.
21. umiinom ka ba sa bar?
> Twice pa lang. kasi nung birthday ng ate ni gadz sa citrus, over flowing yung mga mixed drinks. drink all you can. e may sticker kami sooooo.. ayun. basag. haha! i suggest, mag-iced tea na lang kayo.
22. mahal noh?
> libre eh.
23. sa pulutan.. sisig o bopis?.
> Sisig
24. mani o chicha?
> Lala (alam nyo yan, i hope)
25. pag umiinom ka ng beer.. sa bote o sa baso?
> Kahit saan. pag mainit yung beer edi sa baso na may yelo.
26. nangaway ka na ba pag lasing ka?
> Hindi ako warfreak! yung pinsan ko, oo.
27. nkasakay ka na ba ng lasing sa jeep?
> Oo. from katipunan to taguig. (3 long rides yun ah!)
28. nag jijeep ka ba ng lasing?
> Minsan.
29. nalabasan ka na ba ng alak sa ilong?
> Hindi pa naman.
30. nasabi mo na ba sa sarili mo nahindi ka na iinom?
> Madaming beses na!


Dalawampu't isa.

Ang kaarawan. Bow.

Wala namang espesyal na pangyayari. Sa katunayan, nasawi pa kami sa "dapat sanang selebrasyon" ng mga kabarkada ko. Pero ayos lang, masaya naman kahit sa inuman natuloy (meron ba namang birthday na walang inuman?).

beinte uno años na ako. Ganito pa din.. Nagbago. well, madaming pagbabago na hindi maiiwasan pero ayoko ng pag-usapan. kung ano man ang nagbago, edi good kasi nag-grow ka as a person.

Sa landas na ito.. Madami na akong nadaanan.. minsan istreyt, baliko, kaliwa, kanan. Ganun talaga. Tao lang ako.. natututo at nadadapa. May mga pagkakamali, meron din namang tagumpay. Minsan masaya.. kadalasan nama'y malungkot.

Hayy.. Kahit papaano masaya naman. humihinga at nabubuhay.

Sa 21 tao na pananalagi ko sa mundong ito., madami akong nakilala, pinasaya, dinamayan, naka-tagayan, niyakap at minahal. Sa dami nila hindi ko na tuloy alam kung paano ko sila papasalamatan. Salamat at naligaw kayo sa landas ko at ganun din naman ang landas ko sa inyo. Naging masaya at makulay ang pag-angkas ko sa sasakyang ito ng buhay dahil sa inyo. Salamat sa inyo!

Makakalimutan ko ba naman ang pamilya ko na simula't sapul ay nariyan na para sa akin? Malamang hindi. Sa hirap at ginhawa.. Pamilya muna bago ang lahat. Mahal ko kayo.

Sa Poong Maykapal.. Salamat sa biyaya ng buhay.


Fitness First.

Im baaaaack! Work-out mode!

Yesterday, I did some major walking and running. I think naka 11 rounds ako sa oval (ultra!) wahaha. sakiiit sa thighs and legs.

For two effing years.. (waited for this!) haha! Exagge. Im just soo happy that im bringin my figure (ohhh.. what figure?) back since im wearing my rubber shoes (again!). On the other hand, I felt sad because im alone kanina (yet again! come with me guys!). Im glad because its Fitness First again. (other branch this time!) I love fitness and their facilities plus personal trainers and those who are willing to give me a massage after a tiring day in the gym. Super sulit.

But I have a little problem here. Haha! I wasn't able to freeze my account (that was 2years ago!). Its surely inactive. With that.. I have to pay my remaining balance pa. Hihi. Help me!


Barya

Oraaaayt! Yeah, im a lazy person but I did something good many hours ago (yipeee!) Guess what? what? nyaha. I put the garbage can beside me and I made a little "make over" (if that's the proper way to describe it!) and it's super fun since I've been wanting to do this for sooo long. Yeaaay! I guess the priest (from last night sa EDSA Shrine) was right. walalang. I just want to relate it from what should be happening around us.

ok, here's the story from yesterday's homily: (uhh - to start with, I forgot the name of the 5 year old boy) Ok.. That's a good start. Haha! I'll make the story brief: Some people called it "Pondo ng Pinoy or bayan(?)" ..Which I've never heard before. Its like putting a 25 cents for every good deed (a day). Its like an OD --Once a Day! As in 25cents lang. (imagine how loooong will it take him to have a hundred bill!) Tagal!

Then, when her mom bring him to her office. Her mom's officemates were giving him bills (20 --or even higher bills) but his negativism touched everyone's heart. "No..No.." ayaw niya. 25cents lang daw. Basta, he's consistent with 25cents.

Then, The little boy died because of cancer. Sad no?

--Parang naging comedy yung dating but it's true and its saaaad. I just don't know how to deliver it.


Ang Pagbabalik

Madaming tao ang dumadating at umaalis sa buhay natin. May mga napapadaan lang (isipin niyo na lang kung gaano kabilis maglakad yung iba!), may nahuhulog, may nadadapa, may nagtatagal at kung ano pa man ang tawag sa kanila.

Meron namang iba., Kung gaano sila kabilis dumating, ganoon din sila kabilis umalis.

ahh.. ewan.