Monday, April 16, 2007 |
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Moving in.
Packed my things. Will buy some stuff tomorrow. Yeys. ALONE. Independence Day!! -Just read the previous post if you're lost.
I'll be back... SOON! (I promise)
Gonna miss everyone. mwaaaah.
Saturday, April 14, 2007 |
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On Independence..
Badtrip! Graduate na ko. Ayaw pa rin ako payagan lumipat ng bahay for like 2months lang naman, man. Hindi ba badtrip yun? I mean, with that.. Mas magiging independent ako (Like until now, I hate waking up early in the morning and I find it realllllly nakakasar na hindi ako magising gising). So kanina, eto na naman ang topic. Ang paglisan Ko sa bahay namin. Shiyeeeet! Lagi na lang namin to pinag-aawayan (ng mga nakatatanda.. whoelse?) Haaay. nakakainis lang talaga. Na-open yung topic (again and again) sa gitna ng dinner. Siyempre. Parang debate. Haha. Puro salitaan. Ayoko naman talaga sagutin (si Lolo). Wala sa intensyon ko yun. Kasi minsan lang ako magsalita tapos mahuhurt ko pa siya. Diba ang bad? Kung sa bagay, bad naman talaga ata ako na apo. Pero wala eh, muntik na ko sumabog. Naiiyak na nga ako sa galit eh kaya nagdabog na lang ako and malamang obvious naman nila na galit ako. Kasi naman.. Raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar talaga!
My side: (warning: This is madraaaama) --
Hindi naman kasi nila ako naiintindihan. I bet, kahit ikaw hindi mo ko maiintindihan. Mahirap ipaliwanag lalu na kung itong pagkakataon na to ang magpapasaya sa akin. I need some space. Ayoko sa bahay. Gusto ko lang maging independent and makapag-focus clearly sa future ko. I wanna learn. learn. learn. I wanna win this game. (what game?). Gusto ko ng tahimik na place. Just alone. Ako lang talaga, promise. Para makapag-isip. Matuto. Lahat naaaa. Basta gusto ko to!!!! Puta! Parang awa nyo na, eto lang ang hinihiling ko. Hindi ako nanghingi ng grad gift or anything.. eto lang talaga.
Their side: (Lolo, Lola and Mommy)
Walang gigising sayo. Walang magluluto. Walang magpplantsa ng damit. Walang maglalaba. Paano kung bigla kang nagkasakit? Kung akyatin ka ng mga magnanakaw at i-rape ka? Hindi safe yung place. Magulo. Mahirap mag-isa. Nakakatakot. Paano pag nag-brown-out? Hindi mo kaya.
Okay, I appreciate your concerns.
2months lang, please. I wanna be independent. I wanna do this. sure, pumasok sa isip ko yung paglalayas (haha!) ang babaw but that's true. Pero matagal na yun. Nevermind. Naisip ko kasi, pag naglayas ka.. It doesn't mean na magiging totally independent ka. Kasi hahanapin ka nila.. then papauwiin. No choice ka naman since you're not capable. Edi dating gawi lang. Mas hihigpit pa sila.. right? Balewala din.
Gusto ko lang talaga ma-feel yung like im ALL Alone. As in ALONE. (well, im always alone naman talaga.. emotionally!) Para alam ko yung gagawin ko pag lahat ng tao nawala sa paligid ko (which is possible). Because right now, All i really have is Myself.
Tapos gusto ko rin gumising isang araw.. magtimpla ng kape. Magbasa. Tapos malaman ko na wala pala akong perang pang-kain at wala akong matakbuhan. Parang.. Hala, anong gagawin ko? Paano ako mabubuhay? Crisis ampu. Ang labo, pare.
Gusto ko lang talaga mapag-isa.
Thursday, April 12, 2007 |
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LOVELOVELOVEYOU GUYS... SOOO MUCH.
mwaaaaaah!
can't wait for another bonding session.
unending gossips about something something.
being "groupies".
dancing all night long.
drinking. drinking. drinking.
moviedates.
GINUNY (haha! yen)
playing billiards.
piggin out somewhere.
anywhere as long as we're together.
missin you, guys.
♥
Laurene Zaragoza Lu. Pamela Cuenco Friginal. Jerlyn Magbiro Alipala. Mary Nell Santiago Magpayo. Kennylyne dela Cruz Dayao. Maria Nadine Kristeen Garcia Esmedullar. Marvin Glenn Simon. Jesus Antonio Mendoza Valdezco. John Angelo Minglana.
Thursday, April 12, 2007 |
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Hell-Ooooow! Im Back!
Gaah. I can't believe im actually staying at home for (ohmygod, how many days na?). Okay, well. That means madami akong kwento. nah, not really.
Out of school na ko. yeys! FYI: Graduated last April 3. So., Im a fresh grad now and will be living like a pro (soon). Kudos to those people I've met along the way. To many to mention.
Grabe. It just feels sooo good to have someone na super proud sayo (hi, Mom!) and my family, ofcourse. Hmm.. as expected, My mom didn't went home for that special event but its okay (really) mom. I understand. And You should be smiling by now. Not crying. Okieee? Because when she called the day after my grad, she was like crying and I was just listening to her. Im a softie too.. (huhu!) naiiyak na din ako so, I gave the phone to Lolo na lang and pretended tham im sleepy since its past 6am pa lang. but i never really let those emotions come into my system. look Mum, no tears. Your daughter is emotionally strong.
Anyways.. I came up with this Pre-School to College survey by my cousin's friend. Haaay. nakakamiss. Everything. Studying (oh, i hated it!). Breaks. Tambay. Cutting. Nyaaaaha! BBBBYYYE!