Wednesday, December 27, 2006 | 0 comments

BLOOOOD.

I was browsing through Bob Ong's Stainless Longanissa awhile ago. my cousin's book, actually. i can't borrow it because he's reading it along with his script (i forgot the title of the play) but he told me that Laurice Guillen (i don't know if you're familiar with her name or if i acidentally misspelled it..) is gonna act on their play. :-D haha! wala lang. That was a big deal for him. imagine, she's gonna act. aliw. OMG! im soo proud of YOU..BJ! :-D i hope maka-watch ako ng mga dinidirect mo. Hihi.

haha. anyways.

As i was saying...

Writing is easy. All You do is stare at a blank sheet of paper until drops of blood form on your forehead.
- Gene Fowler


Friday, December 22, 2006 | 0 comments

12 Days before Christmas.

Haha. Forgive my math.
Actually, 2 more days before The birth of Our Saviour. Oh well. Happy Birthday Kuya Jess (that's Jesus, ofcourse!). My words would never be enough.. Thank You for Everything. as in everything. everything. everything. everything.. :-D i know you're watching us over there. iloveyousooomuch.

here are some things i did.. Just wanna share. i know you guys are not interested. wala lang, who cares?

Dec. 12 - Yenlab's birthday. i loveher sooo much. After pgc exam, We surprised her with a cheesecake. and its our first time to stroll in the wonderful and new mall of SM North Edsa. we went to Yen's house. and we ate. Haha. This is soo not in our plan. Kasi, we're just planning to drop it off then leave. but the thing is, mahirap tumanggi sa may birthday. i went home at around 1am and i have a morning Duty tomorrow. oh well, christmas party naman so there's an excuse for that. Soo.. before going home, we passed by at Starbucks Shang to buy a tumbler for nell (note: siya ang nabunot ko!). and man, ang hirap niya regaluhan. Unfortunately, closed na yung SB shang. So, my tita and I decided to drop by at Pearl Drive. Yown. Closed na din but im thankful that they opened it for a stupid child like me. past 2 am, im hooome.

Dec. 13 - Christmas party in a Government Hospital. (Jose Reyes) have to get up at 5.30a.. haha! :)) ok lang, im used to it. And while they're having fun, we gave our gifts na to our babies. Donna gave me a little box and inside it is a capiz bracelet. Oh...ilove it. haha. Actually, i never thought that she was the na nakabunot sa akin. Then when i handed my gift to nell, she was sooo surprised. Haha! hindi nya rin alam na ako nakabunot sa kanya! Harhar!! She loooves it. Yay! :-D

- UST after. E.J's play entitled Café Encadre.. i promised donni that ill come with her to watch her brother's performance. Yehey! super fun. i really enjoyed the play plus the fact that we're on his guest list and if you're a guest, privileges..ofcourse. i know there are some thomasians who get mad at us thinking na sumingit lang kami. But we're not. No one's to be blame. nakawatch naman lahat eh. *clap*clap* galing ni EJ.


Dec. 14 - i was sitting here at home, writing some notes. Pam and Yen texted me. Chill daw later. Since i don't have any plans for tonight, i decided to come with them. Just after sorting things out, super lumabo ang plan.. actually. i gave Yen a lame excuse. blaaaahblah. 8pm na, im still here pa rin. So whaaat na? Pam called me.. so, i answered her call. It was etads or sancho(?) on the other line. Punta daw ako sa Condo.. it's Jing's birthday (waaah. i never knew who she was). So there, napilitan. malakas sakin si pam eh. i was surprised when i got there. it was Mark's birthday din pala. haha. and i had a nice time finding etads' condo. Greenhills blahblah. naligaw ako, pare. You should've told me to use my mind. then, pam and i went to AutoDepot to fetch Tita Cora (Pam's mom) then, yun na, i SURPRISED YEN sa Guilly's. btw, i told her sa text na i couldn't come. Ayun, na-surprised naman siya. haha. For soooooooo long, uminom na ako ng alak. :-D but i wasn't drunk. hindi rin tipsy. tama lang. Sooo, i was there. i saw my blockmates. it was their 10-6 duty. haha. turns out na wala silang duty and dumuty sila dun. Sooo. yun. we hang out, they danced and i slept at yen's house. what's new?

Dec. 15 - OOOOOhh. UP fight. haha. we watched The lantern Parade. Late na when we got there, and there wasn't a single man running and naked. Haha. we lost. but we had fun kahit na Oblation run lang talaga yung hinihintay namin. Thanks Yen for letting me know your HS barkada. grabe, super dami nila. haha. i met alot of people and im happy that somehow, i gained friends. Hi everyone. Foodtrip sa isawan, fishball, mangga, mani, ice cream.. Trip-trip pa kami since we have this so-called freedom for a day. Heehee! we bought earrings na umiilaw and a headband na demon. so funny. bumalik kami sa pagkabata. :)) This is fun! fun! Its super fun to bring back those days when we were soo like a kid who gets what we want and cry over those stupid things. Ohhh. we're supposed to drink somewhere in Katips but since were not in the mood, edi hindi na lang. btw, nakalimutan ko ata umuwi. hehe!



Dec. 16 - I slept the whole day.

Dec. 17 - Sunday mass with family @ Manaoag, Pangasinan. Yehey. loveit kahit medyo mahaba yung biyahe. we left here at around 7am and before 3, were there na. we prayed. 12mn, we're home.



Dec. 18 - Christmas party @ Dapo Grill, Tomas Morato. for so long, i decided to cut my hair. Graaaabe. wala lang, super Fun niiiight with everyone.. drink after at 1920 then gimmick? haha. i almost lost myself. just kidding. around 4am, nell and i decided to hang out at SB, tomas. but they're already closed and there's no way out. haha. mcdo tomas na lang dear since its open 24/7. soo. dun kami nagstay sa Mcdo til 7am? haha! wtf. don't you just hate it when everyones kept on staring at you? soo.. i texted my cousin. i told her that ill be staying with them (tin and her) just for this day since E.Rod is a way nearer than Taguig. Giiiive me a break.


Dec. 19 - Tita Ollay's birthday.. Happy Birthday! :)) haha. i slept at 10am (from Christmas party, ofcourse) and woke up at 6pm. woohoo. i got home at 9pm. yun lang.

Dec. 20 - Went to Pasig for our NBI. then, Robinson's MetroEast to buy something.. blahblah. then Today is Wednesdaaaay. yaaaay! The Bloomfields. haha. were able to watch it, auhmm. i was the first one who got there since na-traffic sila lahat. So, i just walked and when i stood near the stage, shiiit. the seats were taken or reserved. shiyet. i stood there for almost an hour. For my eyes' sake.. haha.

Dec. 21 - Daddy Boy's birthday. Happy Birthday!:)) i was stucked here for a day. i deserve a break.. soo. i watched 3 consecutive movies (DVD lang naman!) movies that i wasn't able to watch. The first one is Click.. haha! i cried., for the longest time. and the popular line? -"Will you still love me in the morning?" Forever and ever, babe. Awww.. second, Highschool musical.. i heard that Ateneo's gonna have this play. i wanna watch that. then the third was, Bring it On -All or Nothing. Just the typical cheerleading blahblah.

Dec.22 - Glorietta to buy something.. clothes, blahblah and some gifts. :)) i am soo tired. wala lang. tas right now, im writing this thingy after walking and finding stuffs. actuallyu my first time to roam around SM manila.

Dec. 23 - Haaaah. Christmas party later.
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Saturday, December 16, 2006 | 0 comments

DEAR SANTA..
Since everyone is busy listing their christmas wish, i decided to write mine here. who knows? Santa might be reading my blog and granting everyone's wishes. and he's watching us over there.. Im a good girl and he'll grant my wishes. Yeeehee. but these things i will write won't fit in my christmas stockings. Nyek. As if.

*inspired by Abbie*
haha! some things im dying to haaave. PLEASE.
1. Sony Cybershot DSC-N2..
The first time i saw this.. i fell inlove with it. Basta... i badly want this. You can easily navigate the various functions and contents with just a touch of the scree using your fingertip or stylus. Coool.

2. Digital SLRs
i don't know why i love cameras, digital SLRs, photography, abstract, black and white, etc.. Anything related to pictures. basta, i love taking pictures of my family, friends, some people i don't know, places, unimportant things, and of myself, ofcourse.




3. MacBook Pro.

im a gadget freak. Gadgets! Gadgets!

4. Gig! Gig! Gig!

The Bloomfields.
i miss watching their gigs. and im hoping to watch them on Wednesday and Thursday. :-D Yehey! I think this is one of the most mababaw na wishlist ever. haha. Oo na. and oh, matutupad ang aking wish. At least, of all those things/gadgets i wrote here, may wish na natupad. Roooocky..


5. Boxing Gloves
for boxing lessons. haha! :-D


6. Movie Tickets. Popcorn.

The last movie i saw was Happy Feet. Gaaaah. and im missing alot of good movies. i hate it.

7. Dooogs.

must have dogs.


Pomeranian




Shih-Tzu


Monday, December 11, 2006 | 0 comments

Nobody comes back
The same way as when they left.

The doorway is no longer a portal
To safety but the yawning gap

Between us. We lost the keys
Love, and broke off the knobs.

A long, long time ago..

-im not a plagiarist. sorry, i forgot the name of the "poet/author" who wrote this. she's a student from UST.

and again, i just had to repost it. :-D



Saturday, December 09, 2006 | 0 comments

What can I do?

i can't find the lyrics of thiiiiiiis particular song. sheeeez. i have to find it. badtrip. Please help me. waaaah. oh well, the worst part is i can't sing the song because i don't know the lyrics. exactly. so, i can't ask for their haaaaalp! its a "DADDY SONG".. and uhmm, basta.. one of The Beatles, Beegees and The Beachboys yung band. :)) i just looove the song. Okay??

ive tried to find it but i can't. ang dami kayang songs ng The Beatles.. i'll just ask someone (if ma-remember ko yung tono?) Ha ha!

Let's pause for a break.
That thing you do -The Wonders

You, doin’ that thing you do
Breakin’ my heart into a million pieces
Like you always do

And you, don’t mean to be cruel
You never even knew about the heartache
Ive been going through

Well I try and try to forget you girl
But it’s just so hard to do
Every time you do that thing you do

I know all the games you play
And I’m gonna find a way to let you know that
You’ll be mine someday

’Cause we could be happy can’t you see
If you’d only let me be the one to hold you
And keep you here with me

’Cause I try and try to forget you girl
But it’s just so hard to do
Every time you do that thing you do

I don’t ask a lot girl (I don’t ask a lot girl)
But I know one thing’s for sure (know one things for sure)
It’s the love I haven’t got girl
And I just cant take it anymore... Whoa!!

(break)
’Cause we could be happy can’t you see
If you’d only let me be the one to hold you
And keep you here with me

’Cause it hurts me so just to see you go
Around with someone new
And if I know you, you’re doin’ that thing...
Everyday just doin’ that thing...
I cant take you doin’ that thing you do


Tuesday, December 05, 2006 | 0 comments

I need love, love ooh..


Friday, December 01, 2006 | 0 comments

Just Because..

..i missed blogging.

i can't think of anything decent right now. Ha ha! ssssh. anyways, ill try to write about something. well, something worth reading for.. right? sorry if ive been this lazy ass for not updating this thing. i missed blogging. i missed writing. i missed my philosophies (huh? is there such thing?) haaar. i just missed the silent part of me. i mean, yeah. i miss everyone. :-D

Hmm. im stucked at home because of the so-called super typhoon?! now, where the hell is Reming? Ha ha! Living in a contemporary home with my oldies.. haaaah. its impossible to get out and feel the rain. Tss. okay lang.

So.. Last Friday, Jaxx celebrated her 18th birthday at Crowne Plaza Galleria. Jackie was hot and beautiful that night. i love her white dress and her couch. Most of her friends were there (ofcourse). Tina was there. Ha ha! i soooo love that girl because she never fails to smile and say "Hi" though we hardly see eachother. :-D i was jackie's first treasure. (shit., i didn't even have an idea what to give her on that special night). soo. yehey. Just like a jewel, hope you'll keep and treasure it. Love you cousin.

the second treasure was Lovejoy. haha she cried and i laughed soo hard. coz before that speech, nagpakalasing siya sa red wine. okay. hindi naman kaya nakakalasing ang red wine. i guess she just poured out her emotions.

I hate David's Salon Galleria branch (im so specific!). haha! ive always hated that salon. har har! im SOooo white that night and i sooo hate it.

then Saturday came, see? i have a class the next day and the day after that. sheeeesh. oh well. i didn't attend my review class coz we went home at around 3am. i must be thankful because i talked to my clinical instructor and told him that ill be absent in duty (friday night) because my presence is badly needed in my cousin's debut. Thank you sir. ha ha! pag malas nga naman oh, graveyard pa yun. 10pm-6am. sheeesh. im actually planning to make up where my duty was but my mind and my body was all soo Tired. so i ended up removing my heavy duty make up. it was sooo thick . imagine, it was like a gay putting a handful of mud on my face. raaawr.

then, saturday came. Happy Feet day. watched The Musical movie with je and sep. well, were just re-writing our notes when sep came. eh, we all knew that we wanted to see that movie. These children wants to watch Happy Feet. Yay. so there, yeheeeey! I love penguins. and ill buy one someday. kidding. Mambo is sooo cute and i love him. what's your heartsong?

okay, this entry is soo random. what the heck. i just want to write and i can't control my hands from writing stuff which are not suitable for other people's eyes. Joke.

Then, in between our 4 hour break, we decided to rush on the nearest hospital (nyek!) haha! i mean, coffee shop. because a good friend is in pain. She might have a heart attack if this burden will keep on passing through her veins. Another deep, long, frustrating, happy conversation. imagine, 7 hours of non-stop talking. we didnt even attend our class after that long break just because we want to hear from eachother. bakit ang tagal mag-usap ng mga babae? sheeesh. its just the three of us. i love my girls. ilove my pumpkinssss. we can do it. :-D Problems may arise but is that a reason not to enjoy the music?

We spent time running and looking for answers. Don't stop.. okiie?

Everything will be FINE.