1. One book that changed your life.
- The Purpose Driven Life by Rick Warren. This book made me (even) closer to God. I thought I lost my faith.. but when I started reading it for 40 consecutive days with the use of the old mighty bible from my Tita's table..My life has changed. Also a lifesaver. I am not an accident and still trying to figure out what God had planned for me, who I truly am and who I'll become in his own likeness. Yehes. I may not be a Devout Catholic nor a full-pledged Christian, but I can say that I have my Faith and I'll live with it.

2. One book you have read more than once.
-J.D. Salinger's The Catcher in The Rye. and A Walk To Remember by Nicholas Sparks. The Catcher was like a book analysis back in High School (soo.. how many years ago?) ..Nevermind. I used to read it over and over.. yet again. haha! I think I've read it thrice. but I can't remember the storrrry. fuck that! All I know is I considered that as one of my favorite books.. I even wrote side comments on that little white book. And oh, i also encircled some words. ha,ha! Funny me. So, I think I hafta read this book again.

A walk to remember --I read that years before the movie was shown (Mandy Moore!). Jamie Sullivan and Landon Carter? and the miracles, huh? I loved the book. and the movie is quite different from what i've read. So eons after watching the movie, I read it again feeling ko kasi may namiss akong part eh.. yun, wala pala. iba lang talaga yung movie.

3. One book you would want on a desert island.
-The Valkyries by P. Coelho..the book was fine. I just thought of it because the cover of the book is a desert island. haha! Just kiddin. :-D It's not right to define a book by its cover. anyways.. Ano kaya? Okay, here's a better catch: Pablo Neruda's Literary works. I soo love Neruda. I want his compilation para ma-inspire ako to do something like ng ginawa niya.

4. One book that made you laugh.
-Bob Ong makes a lot of sense. Parang napapa-OO nga noh ako after with his dirty but real thoughts. ABNKKBSNPLK?

5. One book that made you cry.
- Hmmm.. still thinking.

6. One book you wish had been written.
- Dekada `70. I loved the freedom. Lualhati Bautista minces no worlds. Its a moving documentary. Every concerned citizen should read it! (as if i am)

7. One book you wish had never been written.
- Microbiology and Parasitology by oh-i-forgot-his-name. Like i was in hell when we were obliged to memorize innumerable viruses, bacterias, parasites, fungi, putaaaa. yeys! past is past.

8. One book you are currently reading.
- Love in the Time of Cholera. I was desperate, I know. Gabriel Marquez is supeeeeerb even dun sa Of love and other demons.

9. One book you have been meaning to read.
- Virgin Suicides, Zahir by Coelho or a Murakami book because it has been on my wishlist for way too long.


Disturbed.

Hello. Im disturbed (as in Marissa Cooper). wala lang. nakakabwisit lang talaga. ewan.. tas sobrang laki ng galit ko sa mundo. talagang raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaar! Ang hirap talagang intindihin ng mga tao, noh? I can't even understand myself (at times). Parang sa sobrang dami ng iniisip ko.. sobrang daming unquestionable things na napapadpad sa utak ko.. ayan tuloy. parang nag-ooverload na.

My Mom even told me that i am moody. nyek! First time lang ako sabihan ng ganyan then my mum pa. kasi hindi naman talaga ako moody. Meron lang times na gusto ko lang mag-isa and ayokong may kumakausap sakin kasi lumilipad talaga utak ko kaya im glad that i can open myself up in public through writing. because if not, naku! sasabog talaga ako. BOOM! BOOM! ang dami ko gustong sabihin.. SHIYEEEEEEEEEET!

Anyway.. Lahat naman sumasabog eh tulad ng dynamite. Gusto mo sindihan ko? wag na lang. Baka may matamaan.


If You Forget Me by Pablo Neruda

I want you to know one thing.

You know how this is:
if I look at the crystal moon,
at the red branch of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch near the fire the impalpable ashor
the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats that sail toward those isles of yours that wait for me.
Well, now, if little by little you stop loving me I shall stop loving you little by little.

If suddenly you forget me do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners that passes through my life,
and you decide to leave me at the shore of the heart where I have roots,
remember that on that day, at that hour,
I shall lift my arms and my roots will set off to seek another land.
But if each day, each hour, you feel that you are destined for me with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own, in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms without leaving mine


Realization:

must remove the "s". ahihi. Fine. I've read my entries 37648 years ago and I should say that i am not publishing enough sense in my blog. Im sorry.

Forgive me for that. By the way, mas may sense yung mga writings ko when I first opened this account.



Ang iniiiiiit!

Putcha! ang init talaga and i hate it. Im all alone dito sa bahay e walang magawa. umalis sila lahat.. waaah! Nakatapos na ko ng 2 movies ngayong day na to. tapos Sep texted me last night, inuman daw ngayon. Tuloy pero humindi ako. wala lang., katamad eh. Sa España pa.. layo! oh well, kahit saan naman malayo ang bahay ko. But right now bored ako dito and walang kasama so.. I'll think about it. mamayang gabi pa naman ang kasiyahan eh. Tapos baka sa pad na ng cousin ko ako matulog (yehes! planado) since malapit lang sa España yun. O diba.. 60-40 chances. It depends na lang kung antukin ako kasi 5am na ko nakatulog at ginising pa ako ng maaga. Waaaah. Si Lolo talaga! badtrip kung minsan. A pamper day for the pumpkins tomorrow. Much deserve Spa. haaaay. can't wait. tapos on friday.. Yehey! im soo excited! oo na, excited talaga ako. Pam, Yen, Na, Ching, Gadz, Nell, Je (?), Etads, etc.. will be there sa Eastwood kasi groupie ako at dinamay ko sila. haha. :-D seeyah!!


The road is twisted.

I had a serious conversation with my Mom. Family matters.. blahblah. and its really good to have someone. Just basically listening to what you have to say. What happens inside the family stays with the family.. right? It's really hard. Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!

My Mom had an operation (chole). Her liver was inflammed and the stones had pus. Excruciating pain (malamang!). Thank God, she's okay na.

My tito came home with a bad news kanina. My cousin was robbed infront of his school at Katipunan. another Haaay! e yun.. binasag yung backseat window tas kinuha yung 2 laptop. E sa friend niya yung isang laptop. ano ba yan., nakakasad lang talaga mga pangyayari. Hay naku talaga! Raaaaar!

Yesterday, we watched (Lj, Tin and I) 300. Its a good movie. Gusto ko talagang mawatch tong film pero I know na ayaw nila pero napapayag ko din. hehe in the end, nagandahan din sila. buti naman. I love the cinematography. galing. You know what., May nag-clap inside the movie house when the Queen killed McBastard. wala lang, very unusual lang.

Few hours ago, I watched Little Miss Sunshine. The story is about a hilarious family. Olive (the baby in the family) has a dream. And her family wants her dream to come true.

There are two kinds of people in this world.. The winners and losers. Inside each and everyone of you at the very core of your being.. ..is a winner waiting to be awakened and unleashed upon the world and to go out and make your dreams come true.
No hesitation. No complaining. No complaining.


So far..

Nyaha! as you can see, i have a new template. like what's the big deal? And because of that, i am sad. wuhuhu

Changing everything (as in the whole package) is not-so-good. Especially when you have regrets on what you did or didn't do. Ooops, what's with this unusual change? okai, im just talking about my blog. and im not bragging about it. but looks like ive opened a new topic. talking from blog template to changes? ..That's ridiculous! forgive me for that one. I can't help it. I'll talk more on changes next time. (its just that im busy working on some things around, organizing everything and been online for like 5hrs. or more). no wonder, my red stained glasses turned pink. just kiddin. and oh, i hate pink. haha!

Right now, im uploading pics in my multi. if you're one of my contacts, you can view them all because some of them or should i say most of the new ones (pictures!) are limited for friends only. and im having a hard time to upload them all. Rawr! I think I have more than 5oo pics to upload and i haven't erased the previous pics yet.

Yesterday.. we had a date.

I'm soo happy for you Pam! :-D kakainggit! kakakilig! haha! I told you, fairytales do come true., Princess Jasmine. Thank God, you listened to your heart.


Finally!

say goodbye to nasty professors. 8hr duty. super major boring classes. the white uniform. minors na paimportante. my brown shoes (haha!). kopyahan. corruption. que barbaridad. chismisan. long breaks. Spanish class. thesiiiis. petitions. summer class. rotations everywhere. poker. sugal. in between. JR. jerma's. asaran. coffee. heart to heart talk. McDo. KFC. Right way. isaw. si manong at manang. gateway. sermon ni sir ng 8am. bastaaa. super dami.

Gonna miss my pumpkins. Meryll Sydney Argonza, Donna Marie Mallari, Maurizze Kyzzer Parocha. :-D loveyouall! date! date!

So much has changed in my life.

madami akong natutunan sa buhay. yehesss. chessy as it may sound, but that's true. I guess I just have to deal with life lessons and finally, I AM LEARNING. Madami akong nakilala.. Some of them are real and others are not. I mean, Let's face it.. madaming plastikkkk sa mundong ito. yeah, heard it right. Sometimes you cannot believe what you see, you have to believe what you feel. and if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them too even when you're in the dark. And now I know who my real friends are.

Sorry for the drama. anyways.. :-D Gonna miss them all. --

Jayvee na kabarkada eversince na never ako iniwan at laging umaasa sa secretary nya (ako yun!) haha. grabe, lakas nito magsugal pero magaling. magbagong buhay ka na!

Meryll one of the pumpkins. kasundo ko sa almost lahat ng bagay. heart to heart to the maxxx. im thankful na okay na lahat ngayon. :-D si meh, kung tumawa walang tunog. hahaha!

Don my strength and my cure. one of the pumpkins din. i consider her as one of the truest friends ive ever had. if im down, sa kanya ako tumatakbo and she's always there naman to touch my heart. pusycaaaat! "hellooooooooo"

Kyzzer haha RG pa ha! matakaw siya pero super payat. as in kaya niya 6rice. :-D omg! i dunno kung saan niya nilalagay yun. madami siyang boylets. hahah

Drei boyfriend ng pumpkinss. i think, si Andrei na ang pinkamabait and gentleman sa lahat ng boys. wala lang.. if we have problems, yan lagi siyang nandiyan for us even sa mga advice na pang love. kaya were super thankful coz may guy na tulad niya na super trustworthy.

Ate Anne crush ko si Anthony!! super bait ni ate anne coz every tuesday, nandun kami sa house nila. demure and may poise. haha. super slow niya magsalita na super cute. madami na siyang napagdaan sa buhay and im sure, if you need anyone na makakausap.. si te anne yun.

Bul na super maloko, masarap kasama. "The Pen is mightier than the sword". magaling magdrawing, bassist, chalempoooooy na adik.

Earl na super taba taba the pisngi, makulit, ang gwapo kasi eh at higit sa lahat eto ang kapatid ko dahil magkamukha kami.

Marts na mayabang na sa sobrang yabang e ang laki ng ulo. haha! joke, anak mayaman kasi. sorry naman. pero mabait yan and nanlilibre. yehey! sorry sa spanish., hindi kita na-sharean:-D

Willow na medyo perfectionist and may consistency. haha. lagi niya ko pinapagalitan pag may nagagawa akong mali. madaming kwento na rin ang na-share namin.




Justice Denied.

Waaah. I used to update this blog. But now, ewan. Parang tinamad ako since fucked up yung template ko and It'll take several months or even years (kidding) to make a new one! Its okaaaay. I know. I'll try to focus na lang on more important aspects. Like.. Hmmmm.. Thinking? Paternalism? Reinforcement? Money? Boards? Cases (good thing, im done) Elections? Haha! Itanim sa Senado, amputa! nakakaloko ang gago :-D

Im not a good citizen of The Republic of The Philippines. wala lang. Tama naman. Im not even a registered voter. So, what else can I do (except reading the Phil. Constitution)? Naks! Sometimes, I wanna be a lawyer. :-D To defend the rights of other people and legislate bills into law. If that's the case then I'll be dealing with ethical dilemmas, moral reasoning, malpractice, negligence, legal issues, unlawful acts, Torts, punishment, Reclusion perpetua, Miranda doctrine, subpoena duces tecum, etc.. In short, I'll be a weapon of the court.

Anywaaaays. I told you, madami akong iniisip. Pati ba naman problema ng bansa? haha! Kaya I can't blame my friends whenever I saw them laughing infront of my face. Pang-aasar pa after. Kasi, lagi akong tulala and parang hoy kaye, ano na namang iniisip mo? Sa sobrang dami, hindi ko na alam kung ano.

I'll try to focus na lang muna.