Thursday, March 13, 2008 |
Leaving.
My cousin is leaving (again).. actually, This isn't the first time. Her family lived in Australia for like a year or so then came back. Then left for USA then came back. And now, she's leaving us again. VERY SOON! All I know is that her things are already packed (again) and she's ready. ..physically and emotionally.. haha! and guess what? she'll be staying there for good. :( Haaay. :( saddening.
A remarkable scene 12years ago.. (at the airport before their flight going to the land down under)
Lovejoy waving goodbye
Trixie (my little cousin):: "sino ng tatawag ng tricycle pag wala si ate lovejoy?" ..she was crying the whole time. haha!
Kaye:: N.R.
I thought that was corny.
But its not. :)
But I was like 9y/o then. so i didn't care much about the events/things happening around me.. As in. I wouldn't mind if a member of the family took off to mars or reached the moon. wherever they go, im not bothered. But those were the days when I thought they don't matter. When I thought they're easy to lose and they will comeback anyway (..which they eventually did.)
And today Im a 21 yr. old obsessive-compulsive-alcoholic (who swears never to drink alcohol again yet im still drinking) ..We're like sisters. closest pals. sometimes a foe. Our relationship as cousins is just amazing. it is super! ask my friends.. :)
and on Wednesday (March 19, 2008), a part of me will hover on the other side of the planet.
I will surely uberly miss her bigtime. The way she plays with my hair. The way she says "kakoy, kakoy peram laptop mo..". Her war-freakish aura. Her destructive hands. The way i lend her my things and wondering where she put what she just borrowed a few hours before. Her addiction to korean movies and coke light. The way I shout at her to clean up her messy things. The way I borrow her cellphone just to play magic sushi. The way I ask her to go to Quiapo and buy pirated movies or series and then watch together when she got home. The way she laughs with her braces. The way she teases us. The way she took care of us. The way she wakes me up. I will miss everything about her (from the biggest to the infinitesimal detail). The way I hate her and The way I love her.
Its okay to be sad :((
I will miss you cousin! Loveyouu labjoy! Seeyou real SOOOON!
excerpt from lilo and stitch::
Ohana means family.. and Family means no one's left alone or being forgotten.