I saw the "Signs"

Okay. This is kinda weird.. i know. Haha! :-D

I was riding a car yesterday (hmm.. saturday to be exact) then.. I got bored after listening to some unknown music. House kasi and the music isn't lovely at all. Btw, I was an hour and a half late for my 300 item comprehensive exam. I know.. Grabe talaga! So when i was about to sleep due to traffic.. "hindi pwede matulog kasi may test and presence of mind dapat!" There. Instead of sleeping, i just asked myself.. I mean, asking my inner self quietly and calmly. haha. Weird things. Those questions that are not worth asking at all. Then, answering it unconsciously.

My first question: Naririnig ba ako ni God? I mean, this is kinda weird because I should not question the morality of the church. But this question in my mind has not been answered for the longest time. Im a Catholic. Im not bad. I believe in God. And I have my faith. So.. Just before passing Maria Clara street in Banaue, i closed my eyes. I prayed and asked for a sign. If God is there and really listening to me, i would see 2 freely flying birds outside my window. This is weird but this made me smile.. Because when i opened my eyes, may bird (isa lang. i was asking for 2..remember?) So i frowned. Then, while watching that little bird in the sky, another bird came (that makes them 2) and joined the bird na tinitignan ko. Yehey!

But that wasn't enough. ang bad ko no? ..I asked for another sign. I told myself that birds are everywhere and you can find them flying (malamang!) anytime.. except sa grounds. So.. That leads to my second sign. If God is really listening to me and my weirdness i would see birds (again) in the grounds. As what i've done earlier (closing my eyes and asking for a sign) Grabe. This really made my day. Because when i opened my eyes.. I saw alot of birds. They are from the sky or maybe from heaven. Parang, just landed. makikita mo pa talagang lumalapag sila sa lupa from the tree or sa sky. then lahat ng madaanan namin na tignan ko, waaaaaaah. ang daming ibon sa grounds. This is amazing. and that freaked me out.

I know He's always up there. Listening. Watching. Guiding. Protecting. All knowing. lahat lahat na. :-D I don't need to ask for signs..

Second question: haha. I know i should get my life back and learn how to breathe. So, the second question.. Hmmm. No, I wouldn't tell you what my question was. akin na lang yun, bro. :-D Then, ofcourse God answered my question. Malabo pero i know he's listening. But i don't know what that meant though the sign was an inch away from what im really asking for. Haaaay. Too much for signs.

In the first place, i should never question the existence of God.