Saturday, May 20, 2006 |

WHO ARE WE KIDDING?

argh. ive been draining my mind with these emo songs for three consecutive days. shit man! you know who you are.. (well, maybe you don`t have an idea who am i talking about). No violent reaction please. he shouldn`t be named because someone might read this entry and i don`t want `them` to misinterpret the stuff ill write here. okay, he is a friend. A close friend. but now, i wanna throw those fuckin memories. basta.. im bad, i know! its just soo hard to explain what we`ve been through.. then unearthly circumstances.. hahah! OMFG! i wanna twist his legs and his head so he can feel the pain. Don`t get me wrong.. its not me. its not even about me. im not involved in this idiotic situation. But a very dear friend is.. she is the one who`s involved in the scene. so, where`s the act? haha! you can`t seem to get the picture.. right?! someday, it`ll be clearer. for today, this is all i can share. For as long as my heart is pounding, all i wanna do is to curse and curse you. It`s sooo BS. BullShit man!

i hate you sooo much. open your eyes. don`t need to pretend we`re okay because with what you`ve done to my friend, im afraid we cannot be friends anymore. i hate you. adieu.