Tuesday, May 09, 2006 |

ANOTHER DAY OF BLUES

waaah. im hectic.. but i know i have to write. tsss. i can`t explain what im feeling right now and i dunno if this is because of frappé. oh my god! for the very first time, i felt something very unusual. as in. i cannot control this feeling inside me. i hate it. i can`t breathe.. i even checked my vital signs and man, the cardinal signs are above the normal range. i was like numb for 40minutes.. staring somewhere. thinking what went wrong coz i`ve felt some elemental forces embracing the whole room.

wooohoo! as if im having an emotional depression. its kinda weird to talk about it. its kinda weird to hear it. its weird. sooo weird. just weird.

i felt like im being possessed. labo ba? weird ..isnt it? everything as in everything is definitely wrong. haaah. its even hard to express what`s inside my mind. it may be hard to understand.. but that`s what i really feel. i used to believe that i was a normal human being. but now, haaaah. im supernatural. i don`t have powers. i don`t see them.. but i can feel them. oh my god! i never saw them coming but now, i know they`re here.

for those who understand, thank you.