tama na ang pagpaparaya aking kaibigan.

ohmygod. is this a curse?

i slept around 5am coz a friend wants me to know what she really feels about HER current situation about this guy. she owes me alot. i know she`s facing one of the toughest situation ever and all i can do is listen and talk (if i have to!). if i were on her shoes, i too would be as paranoid as her.

selfishness must be thrown outside the window. but aaaah-- if this would mean the world to you and your happiness depends on it., maging selfish ka na.

i just sang a few lines over the phone:

you can call me selfish, for all i want is your love.
you can call me hopeless, baby.. coz im hopelessly inlove.
you can unperfect, but who`s perfect?
....blahblahblah.

kailangan niya ng oras upang makapag-isip. ng tama. ng nararapat. ng walang naaapakan at higit sa lahat para sa kanyang ikakasaya. tangina. pare, maging masaya ka naman. go for it. chende mo naman eh. chende na yun. tama na yung pagpaparaya. hindi ka isang santo para magbigay ng daan sa ikasasaya ng puso`t damdamin mo. tao ka lang, marunong magmahal at umunawa. hindi nila hawak ang buhay mo para icambio sa maling landas. alam mo kung saan to patutungo. at kung saan man dapat tumungo. of all people, ikaw dapat ang lumigaya. you deseved this happiness. but you don`t deserve those rumors na gagawin ng may mga makakating dila. walang pakelamnanan. bakit? kilala ka ba nila para husgahan ka nila ng ganun?

wag mo silang intindihin.

what about love?
what about feelings?
what about all the things that make life worth living?

follow your heart and we will always be here for you..alam mo yan! kahit na kalaban man natin silang lahat basta sa ikaliligaya ng puso mo, chende na yun. mahal ka namin kaibigan.

put your happiness first. maging selfish ka naman paminsan minsan. tama na ang pagpaparaya.