sea. sand. surf. summer. SAD.

what`s happening? everything`s soo fucked up. i haven`t updated this blog for so long. (well, yeah. i wrote last march 27 and today is the second of april) oh, not quite long. im just not familiar with this kind of exhaustion. hehe! i wanna sleep and enjoy this vacation (haha! 2weeks vacation? tsk.tsk. its impossible to bond with my barkada coz alot of things happening round here). we`re supposed to have a gimmick last night but i refused to join them because my grandpa was admitted and confined in the hospital. ;(( no reason for me to be happy. get well soon lols! then today, im alone. they all left the house. mommy jo, daddy boy and lj went to church. my tita accompanied my lola. trix slept at our tita`s house. lastly, my lola will sleep at my tita`s place in marikina. she told me that she might also get a full rest in the hospital. we`ve noticed that she eats lesser amount of food eachday. loss of appetite that is. hahum--. they`re all in the hospital. so sick.