Good day, sunlight.

nevermind the title. i just wanna write something since my previous entry was like a week ago na. my vacation is a HELL. actually, i don`t have a vacation because i have classes and a week straight duty at some government hospitals around manila. i only have sundays to unwind, to have at least 10hrs of sleep, have a social life, to chill, to spend time with my family, to bloghop and to write. argh.

im always toxic. im wasted. i`ve lost my mind. im sane.

oooh, i need you.. but how come you`re not here?

im getting paranoid each day. as in i always look up and look how beautiful the sunset and sunrise is. over the blue skies, i have found serenity. you might think that im kidding or something and its not really me because im not fond of these stuff before.. but really, im serious. i love the blue skies (in the morning) and the blue to violet to orange skies (sunset.. everybody does). haaaay.. i soooo love the moon (especially the huge and rooound ones!). i wanna explore the moon. i wanna live there with the stars as my neighbors. behind the darkness of the sky.. maybe, there is something else up there. i don`t know. ill find it out. i told you, im going crazy like hell.

maybe, i just wanna fly. wanna live, i don`t wanna die.

sometimes, they say, the moon is so busy with the new souls of the world that it disappears from the sky. That is why we have moonless nights. but in the end, the moon always returns, as do we all.