tangina. tangina talaga.

punyemas. sorry for the term (for those who read my entries!) i just thought of writing it in public for i cannot take this anymore. argh. i know i shouldn`t be saying all these out loud. i should never do this. perhaps, this is an online journal.. (what more can i hide?)

i`m in pain. calling doctor quack quack to mend this broken heart of mine. i know.. i hate it. burn this feeling. argh! i`ve tried to conceal it with all the laughters but there`s this burden deep within me which i and webster cannot explain. all the stupidity and fantasies are present with unknown darkness. i wanna believe in fairytales but i am not a kid anymore.. laboo! it hurts. ouch! aren`t you aware that you left a sore that doesn`t heal in my chest, bruises in my brain and scars in my heart? blood keeps on gushing and i can`t stop it. im sooo bloody. yeah. fucking miserably bloody.

well then, i thought it was.. (wahe!)

nevermind.

valium please..